As my birthday was approaching, I realized I was in desperate need of a massage. The muscles in my neck were sore from all the tension in my life as of late. I booked an appointment with a London bondage dominatrix that I had seen a few times before. When I arrived at the building, I noticed there was another car in the driveway that looked similar to my husband’s car. Knocking on the door, I waited until the therapist answered. It took a little longer than I thought it should for her to answer, so I started to get suspicious. Was it my husband who was there? The door opened a crack and the therapist answered in a silky robe. I asked if I could come in, and she said she was finishing with a client. The client came up the hall, buttoning his pants. The client, who happened to be my husband.

I have found myself in a horrible situation and I am racking my brain on what to do. Never once have I been in love with two people at once and I feel disgusting in every way possible. I made the mistake of dating another guy soon after my husband and I broke up, and I wound up falling in love with the man who I met through Newcastle escorts. Now my husband wants to get back together with me and I am torn on who to choose. I know either way I am going to end up hurt, so it is just a matter of who I can see myself with for the rest of my life. I am over 30 years old now and I need to think about my future with somebody not just the current status. I am hoping that whatever choice I make is the right one and that the other person does not get hurt badly.